When my best friend left to go to like the other side of the country. It was really hard to deal with because after that I felt like I had no one to speak to and be around. She was having a difficult time too, moving to a new place, a new beginning with new faces. I missed her terribly, and I still do because she won’t be coming back. I think I’ll definitely cry or something when I finally get to see her because I miss her so much. With her moving, that made me lose communication with her quite a lot, and I felt like she found a new best friend/s, but I know that’s not the case :) (uh yeah, I love you Sandra!) 

Well, I read a lot at a young age because I didn’t have internet to waste time on. In primary, I had several teachers who loved books and reading, and they would all read to us every day and I automatically loved books. One of these teachers, saw potential in me and suggested I’d be in one of “highest” reading groups and it went on from there. I had a lot of practice from my teacher in Year 6, as she made us write various text types every Thursday. With the love for reading (I was reading like 2 novels every month - wow) and the amount of times I had to write, that kinda improved my writing skill. 

You won’t believe this, but a friend of mine (@avorose - you’re cool man) inspired me to use more complex words when writing. I learnt his ways, but not to the extent where I’m on his level (I can’t even get to his level). He inspired me to put a lot of thought and effort into my responses, and I think that’s helped me with a lot of things that involved constructing answers, paragraphs and whatever else. 

There a some things I really wished remained the same, but of course, everything comes and goes, so I can’t expect it all to be the same forever. I’m grateful for the amount of people and events that made the present what it is now. Pain, struggle and tough times are inevitable in life, and I can’t avoid those things, and I’m glad all the pain and struggle happened to me, because it made me stronger, and it made me who I am today. I wished I could have some things back though. I lost several connections with people and I really miss them, I think that’s all.  

I’m a very sensitive person. Every little thing (including jokes that people sometimes cross the line with) may get to me all the time, and those remarks make me really sad, occasionally. Almost everything makes me sad. It’s best if you don’t mock me about something, like a mistake and maybe the way I’d do something, I dunno. I’m very sensitive, it’s not like I can’t take jokes - I can, but what I can’t stand is when the joke becomes offensive and they still carry on. I try my best to ignore it, and when I don’t laugh or say anything, that’s when you know you’ve crossed it.

I’m really actually tempted to like rage at you because what kind of question is that, I don’t have to know everything about him, jesus, but um okay, I don’t want to get hurt by it, personally. I’m being completely honest, I don’t want to get hurt.. I have read the way he describes her, and she seems like an amazing person and everything. I just don’t want to know who else could be.. you know, in a sense, better than I am. (I have this really strange habit of comparing myself to others and I know, without a doubt, I will most likely get really upset because she’ll either be prettier than I am, and whatever else). I think it’d be best if he didn’t tell me, because what good will it do to me? After he tells me he likes her, what the hell am I going to do with that information anyway. I would put it bluntly that I don’t care much, but I do, but at the same time, I don’t. I don’t know. Yeah, that answers it.

Personally, I think it’s okay, as long as it is like truly truly genuine love. Like you’ve been dating for someone for like 1 day and you’re already saying “I love you so much” like the feeling of love takes a while to understand, and of course you wouldn’t really throw that word around like other people would nowadays. I don’t know why people say that young peeps are “too young” to understand what love is. If you look at some married couples, they don’t even share the same feelings or feel any feelings towards their partners, and yet young people are able to show such love, that lacks in some marriages. Older people often say that just because they’re older, means they understand completely what love is all about, well I think otherwise. I think that’s all , interesting topic though HAHA 

Am I supposed to feel a particular feeling towards the fact that he likes someone else? These things shouldn’t and don’t matter to me at all. It’s his life, not mine, why does every one expect that I should feel a particular feeling towards everything he does. 

We rarely speak, and I don’t think I’m in any place to know who he likes because I don’t think knowing would do me any good, so.. 

Just like any other situation that involves liking someone and then finding out that they have a girlfriend. Don’t stress, it’s not the end :) I’m just gonna call your first crush Guy 1 and the one with the girlfriend guy 2, to make it easier HAHA 

Okay, so you said that you have a crush on two people at once? I guess what I would do in this situation is try to refrain from speaking to Guy 2, or just limit the time that you spend with him, despite the fact that you two are close. This will help weaken your feelings for him, because like you said, you have only just started to have feelings for him. Don’t get your feelings confused! If you’re really eager to like him, then there’s not much you can do about the fact that he has a girlfriend. Just because he has a girlfriend doesn’t mean you can’t like him. Um, what you could do is wait around, I guess. If he ends up breaking up with his girlfriend then, there’s your chance :) 

In regards to Guy 1, I don’t mean any offense, but I wouldn’t just say that he definitely has feelings for you, unless he has told you so. You never know, it could be like a lead on or just an act of kindness or friendliness. If that’s not the case, then I guess you should at least spend more time with him, so that you two have sort of that “i like you but I don’t want to tell you” connection (If that makes any sense). 

It’s really up to you to chose who you would rather like, because having the same feelings towards two people really suck and they can make matters really worse. I don’t want any friendships ruined for you, so I guess the best thing to do is to just sort out your feelings for either one of them. If you can’t help but like the two at the same time, then I guess you would just have to stay quiet about it until eventually your feelings for one of them start to fade. Now, I didn’t tell you to confess your feelings for either one of them because right now, I’m guessing you have mixed feelings and I don’t want your friendships ruined.

Good luck , and I hope it turns out well :) 

In terms of styling products, no I don’t use anything else besides hairspray? Just to get the volume and so my fringe doesn’t cover my eyes and stuff. Treatments.. I only use conditioner (I’m really lazy with conditioner and I only use it like once every 2 weeks), a split end leave in conditioner and a heat resistant spray before I blow dry my hair. I don’t use straighteners, curling or crimping irons either. I try to avoid those so I don’t damage my hair as much. I don’t really need to use a straightener, but um, Whenever I want a curling effect, I just either use those hair rolls or I’ll just braid it and sleep with the braid in over night to get that crimped effect. 

and yeeeah :)